What a lovely tuesday for...

Not eating!

So my weekend was interesting, I did eat, but not as much as I thought I would. I stayed under 1100 calories per day, if not less!

Yesterday, I achieved my personal goal of staying under 500 cals, I have the same goal today!

Yesterday, I did art all day. I sell art, and I also do psychic oracle readings as well, and the past 24 hours has been pretty busy around here, way too busy for food.

I have been on pinterest too, that is a wonderful place to find all the thinspiration :)

In the past, I would always lose patience with the weight loss process, however, now I am a bit more patient, thanks to the previous years lessons, I know all about patience. Fucking Universe~

So, I have been taking hella bronkaid tablets, I usually take 2 per day, and follow it with mega coffee. The coffee really ups the ephedrine, and then I get all jittery, and energetic and I do stuff.

The only complaint I have with Bronkaid, is because of the expectorant (its for asthma and bronchitis), it secretes in my vaginal discharge, and it makes it smell like I have been eating Mucinex. But I reckon its clearing everything out of my body. I am thinking I am going to need to detox here soon.

So, even tho I am still very overweight, at night when I lie down, cocked to the side a bit, my belly concaves in and I can feel some bones, because you know gravity and fat...it shifts. But even tho, I have not been able to feel that for some months now. In December, I lost a ton of weight, effortlessly, then gained it back, because my body chose to trick me into thinking I was pregnant. Stupid body! That's why you're on punishment right now!

Anyways, I think its time for me to buy a scale. I am terrified...I am scared it will really make me extra relapse, possibly into Mia, and if you know anything about that bitch, she will cause your weight to go up and down...and I feel like my self-control game is strong right now! The force is strong with this one ;)